Monday, April 23, 2012

Some recent Photos

since it has been nice lately I took a walk around the neighborhood and captured some of these pics! Enjoy <3






just love the color of these





a rose bud
odd tulip i found



my gram thinks this would fit in well in a wedding album : )


Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Comfortably Anonymous

Dear You,
Yes You , the one reading this.
I may not know your name, your age, life experiences, qualifications, or anything at all about you. Or maybe do I talk to you on a regular basis? Have we met? Could we even communicate if we were to meet face to face? Would you want to meet me? Do I want to meet you?
I can't answer any of these questions but I know without a doubt that this is therapy for me. It may not be the conventional, sit - down - on - a - couch - and - spill - out - your - deepest - darkest - secrets - to - a - trained - professional - for - hundreds - of - bucks - an - hour  kind of therapy, but it works wonders for me.
I don't know if any one will read what I write and share on this blog but regardless it helps me to write it.
On one hand I would be mortified if anyone who I associate with on a regular basis found this blog and read this , but then again I feel more comfortable sharing things with strangers who can only judge me based on the limited info I share.
So here it is....

I had many paragraphs written and then deleted them. Man it sure is hard to put myself entirely out there.
I fear vulnerability. I fear how others will view me once they know just how screwed up my would is sometimes.

So that is what I have to thank you, the reader....or just the vast world web if no one happens to read this through, for. You don't judge me and yet I can express things here that I would never even consider telling someone face to face.
I usually comment regularly on The Middle Ages blog. I feel comfortably anonymous there. They know my name and in some cases the regulars know more about me than my own mother. But some things I still keep secret from that world as well.

This post seems so random and it jumps all over because I keep deleting details when I go back and re-read them. But again simply having an outlet helps.
It has been a rough day and I have though about a lot about myself today so I guess I just needed a release. Thanks for being there to catch my words and protect them in this vast world of anonymity.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

New Spring Photos :)

Couldn't remember if I posted this yet or not so I figured I would just add it again since it is my favorite pix of my pooch :-)

Here is Molly from the front....she has had a hair cut since this.. thank goodness






This photo needs to be retaken in better light......the flowers blend in to the background too much......

loved how the rain drops looked on this


more wet grass





one of my favorite pix....tree bark

IMHO this came out very well :)